how can i appologise for something i did not create or intend but i regret and i am sorry. how can i save someone who is too far over my head and complex for me to understand and take over. how can i detatch myself from something that doesnt touch me but controls my growing smile and my sickened breath. how can i take the steering wheel of my life when i dont comprehend my heart and head. i pray life is like a complex song where the lyrics click weeks months or years after.
how do you open your eyes when your favorite time has passed and there is nothing to motivate your body to rise. you have hope. you dont have answers you just trust life will turn around and you will find motivation. you have hope and belief
"you" wipe my tears and tell me all these things are okay, its why i arrived yet you lied it was a contradiction. you led. i am not angry . just lost. i need you to give it a meaning. to you and only you. i am waiting i am waiting for the blindfold. i dont care what i miss. i care that your guiding me i care that you exist. jump bakc to " give it a meaning". your words ended up empty you arent here to help me now and i wonder if you care about the marks this pen is making
the worst place to be is on the line between making it and falling apart. its so easy to tip the scale the wrong way yet your trying hard to tip it the other way you can slip and fall away hvaing thrown it away
xo
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