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im diving into this head first with my hands tied behind my back the excitment is offset by the sickening anxiety. im scared and finding myself viewing the same old webcam with the old pictures i see your smiles and it numbs my insides for a night
it stops my head from spinning just to spend a night talking to you
i want to see everything and look through the magenta lense but the fear makes me throw it all up
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i need the only thing thats familiar and makes me smile
you
xo