the tears rest on your eyeballs filling the spaces all around your lids
sunglasses in places your prepared your ready. yet they wont fall. your eyes sting from blurring over, you cant breathe unless its choked and full of disapointment.
youve spent so fucking long stopping tears, masking them disecting them open just anything to stop them from dripping down your cheek. when it comes to it. when your ready to finally let go you cant. your body wont allow it. theres a screaming in your head. to let soemthing out. show anything. frustration dominant.you cant. you dont know how. its been too long. your lost.
xo