Wednesday, December 05, 2007

thatmotherfucker:D

i dont know if youll ever read this, but i sure as hell hope you do

this girl shes fucking amazing. contrary to her belief i know her pretty daym well. and maybe thats because we go through everything the same way. just completly different things. you had the last word but id rather have the infinite word. i'd never be ashamed to have known you and ill always be fucking proud of you. because your dealing with it. and someday twenty years from now ill be telling someone who might need my help " god daymn it there was this girl, fucking amazing the things she dealt with" because you have the power to make me cry. not many people can do that without being mean. you make me realise my regrets just by saying i shouldnt regret. and all the things i tell you not to belive and that are fucked up. alot of them deep down i hold so close.

god we are so fucking vunerable.
i could do with someone like you right now....but thats not your job.

thankyousofuckingmuch

ill never be ashamed of you because whenever you were aware you were there for me. you never intentionally let me down. im so fucking proud

and i normally dont write about my friends but this girl deserves it. truely
xo

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Anna.
You dont know how much i cried reading this.

Maybe you do know me, maybe i've known that all along. And just lied to myself. But there more i lie the more i beleive it.


Yes, we're the most vulnerable people i know, But thats only because we've got something to be vulnerable about. And can't help saying jsut that little thing exta which can give them the key to unlock the secret.
How could i bont read it. I read pretty much everthing you write, that i can get a hold off, there what keeps a hold off me. i hang on everyword you say missy.
You've helped me through so much, and most of the time i didn't even ask, But it was just the littlest words that helped me through the days. Most of the time you may have not noticed that they touched me.

Theres so many bad things going on around us. but everyone seems to look at the good things cuz there prettier... but everything good has a downside. 'If you can see a rainbow, you must have your back turned to the sun.'

X