Monday, December 24, 2007

101 yeah mann

i have seen the beauty in the bleak cold and motionless
looking out of my window everything natural is grey or a different shade of grey
but fuck that i dont care its still fucking beautiful
everything manmade is artifical and colourful and flashing. everything man made leads to destruction and distaster so why then can the grey and bleak not mean perfection and safety
god everything before we touched it is fucking beautiful
we never realise it
this is one of those moments of clarity, where everything feels okay. sure im not sure about love,what it is., but im okay with that. my family a little mad and annoying they are fucking perfect as i could hope for. i may be in the wrong place but its the fucking right time. and everything that i have ever felt, its only gonna help me in future.
and i know the world is a mess of drug addicts, sex addicts, alcoholics gamblers etc. but no matter how much war there is , violence in our very streets theres gonna be something just 5 minutes or 10 years off that will make you think fuck this theres more.
nothing perfect
but there will be soemthing/someone thats pretty daym close to it
fuckthis:D
xo

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