i think it only hurts because i know what i have let go of. its not that i want YOU back its i want someone back. i want thoose feelings back. i want to be your best friend because anything else hurts too much. i dont feel the same way for you but it hurts that your not my best friend ... i have got over the loss of a boy and now i have possibly lost a friend. and that hurts. i sacrificed so much to talk to you through the night when to be perfectly honest no one else could, if they even wanted to. the fact is i wont be sleeping whilst youre in pain. i wont be closing my eyes untill i have pulled you down from whatever ledge you have stepped upon. and just to laugh with you and get caught up in the shit with you is something. i want you to want something. you say you owe the world to me but that doesnt mean anything. you can owe the world to me and regret that, resent that. i owe these feelings to you and i regret that . i want you to want to owe more to me and come to me. and to sleep together at night when we know we wont do too well on our own. and then go back to whatever [love] life we might have. i dont need to be in love with you but i love you ...i want to be in love with someone else. and i feel i have reached a point where i can let go of whatever we had and pin down our friendship for later so i can move on. move onto whatever is waiting for me. my friend told me to be optimistic that good things will come of it . so im not going to claim they wont and ill pretend i belive things are gonna happen.
i do love you
xo
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