i said i love you to try and grab hold of something
to cling to somethign that was going to fade anyway
i knew it, you knew it
i just hoped that maybe it would matter to you
i dont know if i ever did love you
i guess i was hoping it would give me some more time to figure out, and the pain i felt was over coming me and made me desperate
i should have realised it causes alot of distruction to pull it back
i had to pretend and live with it even if it wasnt true
im still trying to figure out
maybe ill never know who knows
ill have to wait to fall in love to find out
and then i will say it when everything feels too right
like the times under the bright city lights with the cold drizzle as good as tears washing away the pain
i wont make the same mistake
it was a mistake
but i dont know if it was a lie
if anyone knows you might be able to get those words out of me yourself
and i guess i wont need msn to do it if i need to
xo
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