i'm about to walk into a room i love and have too many emotional connections to in under an hour. fuck ive even cried in that room. ive spent too much of my life at my most vunerable in there and let people into my heart sat on that chair. and ive healed abit more ever since my last visit fuck knows if it will break me down to enter the room. but i have more amazing memories and its one place i feel fully safe. maybe the only place. thank you, who know who i may be being looked after by others now but your always gonna stay with em i feel its the truth so dont stop it. i wanna smell it qand all that jazz again wow i cant wait i apologise 100 times if im all emotional yeah. xo
Her nails hurt to look at from the bright neon glow. She hides the dullness and apathy with the brightness of makeup and hair dye. It’s like her powders and pills even the intoxicating fumes help her to get off. Oh and that picture she wished was personalised with a note or two lies next to a glow stick and her flashing memories .she only hopes that he’s moving for two, kissing for two, touching for two, loving for two. Cause its oh so fucked not to be on fire, without her starting it.
random thoughts anbd feelings, i use her refering to me so fuck yeah
xo
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