Monday, April 30, 2007

some day a while back ...

somethings you can only learn from experience. You can read all the theory of a sport and you wouldnt be good the first time you actually played. you can be as sure as possible of a belief or a reaction to something but the truth is you will only really know when the ocassion comes. it applies alot to love. case A you may think you know what love is and everything about it or whether or not your in love or not but you don;t not untill the times comes. it can mess with alot like mistaking a friends for a lover a lvoer for someone your in love with. basically you amke mistakes and you learn from the experiences and "move along". maybe its what grown ups call growing up. case B you ahve cedrtain rules as a girl including the one thats alongs the lines of you cant steal your friends boy. well thats dumb becuase when do they officialy have ownership over the boy and its most likely to lead to noone having the boy. that aside no matter how much your moral value tells you you shouldn't and however much you knwo it would hurt them, which you don;t want to happen it hurts you even more and the human natural killer instinct tells you to keep yourself okay first. its like as my favoprite heartbreaker told me "you might say you could never kill anyone but if you were pushed enough or it was too save your life you would we think we are better but we are still animals andwe have that same instinct". case C everyone says they wont put up with any shit from the person they love.[ie cheating] when it comes to it they sit or lie in their rooms crying screaming on the inside of their heads "it was supposed to be fuckign perfect"tryign to blame themselves. the next day they will smile and act liek it never happened. experience has told me at least some broken hearts go into remission with intense treatment.

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