eu te amo

i look up at you and notice we'll never be who we want to be
but as the music washes over our over open eyes
we know that it feels quite safe lying here if we can close our eyes
as we drink coffee you'll shake your head at the aspartamme that i'd say with an e
but i'll say baby this is sacarine, the same as from george orwell
and if i didnt lvoe you i loved the idea of who you were
the idea that you wanted to be, the people that we see
and if you didnt love me thats okay, we'll cry tonight
but tomorrow i'll watch you try to to pass through the days
we'll hold hands and skip towards the acid decay
becuase a friend once said once youre happy youre fucked
and it irrated you when id leave the apostraphe out of my words
but i'd smile and say it was artistic liscene that made me stop
and if i hear that lyric from your screen name, i'll gasp in shock
and i finally realise exactly what it means, and you laugh
and i'm sorry for laughing at the future and applogise for looking at the past
you're just someone wishing you were someone wishing they were someone else
tonight i'll love you for giving me photographic memories
and making me cry from more than just the way things look
but when i can smell you on my clothes this is nothing more profound
but i laughed at your plans and i laughed at your eccentricities
we never really meant to get this way
we never really thought we'd find this again
but you'd never really believe just how old i currently feel
when i watch you're eyes react to the turning of the time