well one day we sat under the sunlight
and i thought how soemday you might use my voice
to amplify your thoughts when you felt like your skin had dissolved
but now i walk an extra ten minutes down the road
just because i dont want to walk alone
no because im scared of being alone
and now i've been told i'm fucked up
and you think that i am deulded
but somepeople say im stupid for feeling insane
and a car drove past with someone i forgot i'd met
and they looked happy and content with just a hand under their chest
it will be another hour till anyone else comes home
my mother and my father they are scared of being sure
and my sister has run away from moving away
my curtains are closed and my window is open
and the sunlight is makign shadows on my mirror
and i know you will hate this
and if youre proud of me, youll still hate this
but youre not a man whose in it for the fuck
and i know id always hate that
and its been 4 days since youve been concerned
and im concernd