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your born completely unaware. completely dependant
throughtout your childhood you are stupidly ignorant and naive. the smallest things sting.
when you become a teenager your starting to learn. the shock hits you hard
when you grow up soem more your alone for the first time. you wished for it now your scared
after that your aware. you can see where your going your not happy with it. your unhappy with your job, your progress everything. you thought it would be better by now. to make it worse you know all about teh bad things. your experiencing them.
finally you can almsot see the end, youve probably wished for it at some point too. now your uncertain its the only thing you have left to learn. yet theres so much more. you wish you could go back. change thigns do more. but you dont remember how much it used to hurt. but it will be over soon. and your regrettful and resentful. and you hate whats coming.
then your dead. was it worth it?

take me back to that park
are the leaves the same colour as they hit the ground. its as fucking cold. windy. its more empty than it ever was.
we can all feel the spaces between everything theyre ope n waiting for something to jump out and hurt you. your vunerable because there is so much left wide open.
people squeeze those gaps open