just when you think everythings right
it becomes wrong someone will slip out of place and fall away
time slides through your fingertips and you grasp onto reality
clasping onto faith
you thought you were strong but your all alone

-

as i just stare into the skies
to drift into the sleep
as life passes us by
dreaming of a printed mind
filled with harlems
and reminisent times
wait for the night to fly
leaving the child inside behind
wondering pitch of colourless lines
in a shade of pigmented white
take your smiles into the ozone
take your fears into fire
feel your thoughts shiver and run
feel your tears flow and die
feel your tears flow and die
wake up to see the ocean sink
turn the grass into sand
dream of another time to cry
enchanted glow of glistening thunder
ticking clocks fail our plans
lightening hits us into the ground
rain splashing out of our eyes
sunshine spilling out of our mouths
blindfolded sparkling ever loud
beats of the towers crashing down
take your smiles into the ozone
take your fears into fire
feel your thoughts shiver and run
feel your tears flow and die
feel your tears flow and die

:(

i guess i just miss you

at night you'll watch the movements in your fragile mind
wishing for the fingertips to run over today
and bring out the sunshine from you lifetime
and those innoecent minutes placed back in the third year
you'll be watched as the liwuid flows
as your bruises and cut start to form
the eyes never leave
the auburn glow of your eye swiftly dances in time
to the nature of reality so scarily decays
nice to knwo this is the end
of brutal honest
and poetry
and everything in between
if you sit in a public place for long enough. your mind will attatch itself to someone. you'kll trace there movements when they crush their empty cans. light a cigarette waiting for the end of their life. youll notice how odd the humans we know are. you never notice becuas eyou never tke the time to pay attention. im slightly ashamed to say that i learn mostly from books music and television. i wish i learn from real life experiences but thw world tends to move awya from relaity and more into how to disinfect everythign we have. the impacts lost. we arent allowed to feel. we arent alowed to bve outraged we arent allowed to be intrigued. we must comment on everfythign eith a detatched superiority. we talk about toher countries desperatly clinging to anythign near stability. we know whats going on but becuase we are so sanitised and desensitised it feels like a storyh. liek a dream. the pictures dont seem real. they feel faked... we cant stop and really experience it.

x

your born completely unaware. completely dependant
throughtout your childhood you are stupidly ignorant and naive. the smallest things sting.
when you become a teenager your starting to learn. the shock hits you hard
when you grow up soem more your alone for the first time. you wished for it now your scared
after that your aware. you can see where your going your not happy with it. your unhappy with your job, your progress everything. you thought it would be better by now. to make it worse you know all about teh bad things. your experiencing them.
finally you can almsot see the end, youve probably wished for it at some point too. now your uncertain its the only thing you have left to learn. yet theres so much more. you wish you could go back. change thigns do more. but you dont remember how much it used to hurt. but it will be over soon. and your regrettful and resentful. and you hate whats coming.
then your dead. was it worth it?

take me back to that park
are the leaves the same colour as they hit the ground. its as fucking cold. windy. its more empty than it ever was.
we can all feel the spaces between everything theyre ope n waiting for something to jump out and hurt you. your vunerable because there is so much left wide open.
people squeeze those gaps open

i wouldnt go as far as to say your a beautiful person
but you can make up the difference for what we believe
you'll feel this way for the rest of your life
so make it the way you want it to be
i wont bore you with pretty words
strung at such a pretty speed
but instead ill replace them in your pretty head
with a quick felt honest moment of perfect fracturing
brutal honesty so what if we like to feel this way
its perfectly normal to me
whats perfectly normal is just a dream
so yhour pretty face will break one day
and the lines drawn around you frey
and your clothes will never look this way
youll loose it all some day
but your beauty wont be tainted just masked under the glory of
younger kids with younger flickers
you dont need today
just throw it away
with yesterday
its just another day
it will be over in a day
just throw away the day
make something of the next day
just dont remember i love you
x

while the sun reflects red on this fractured city
the red runs down the drunk girls smile
down your arms skipping the beats in your spine
...