please pay attention, look!
watch what is going on around you, to the people you care about. what are they doing, what are they saying, why?
if you listened, if you understood, i'd be better by now
but im drowing still
relentlessly after six fucking years
it's so ingrained

I fucking hate you. But I love you

love is a shadow, how you lie and cry after it

you pulled me out if the dark and now it's light

Please don't leave me now I'm better