ahh now I see

you people all spend too much time wraped up in your beds
when you could be making dreams come true instead
early on a Sunday morning waiting for the church to close
if god loves you if you pray why haven't you been saved
so you sit passive in your seats searching for the right tune
to sing words you don't believe
why spend your time rebuilding what you found
when you could learn how to feel instead
and even when you dead. You'll still leave a mess on a bed
for some old maid whose under paided to clean up so she can get fed
xx

the difference between psychotics and neurotics

well darling I hope you feel as bad as I do
Sitting all alone at half past two
I'm oh so sorry my eyes arent glaZing over
cause they're moist from caffeen and sugar
I can't recall my mind being pretty
or my expressions reaching witty
and my nails are chipped and bitten down
at least I spent yesterday thinking
is the world really sinking
two and two make four but that feels bad
I know the medication only makes you empty
that politition on the television
had the habbit of making me want to cry
picture perfect privallaged children
cant wait to see the desert sun
oh on this broken windy landslide
why do we lift our eyes to see the sky
...

this Is going nowhere

hey lover is your sky turning red
I wonder is your shirt stained yet
is your body littered with bruises
have your eyes dried up
are you numb

Did you loose your mind on the way home
is it a week since your friends called
did your moyer forget to pass you by
has your week felt oo long
and your weekend bring your flood up

Have you lost your plastic walls
angel have you found my arms
do you miss me when I'm sleeping
Do you need to make me smile

take one guess

Sweat soaked thunder
driipping on the floor
rhythmic gliding. Push for one more
what the church say
fuck their jugement. Stay
the watch of your mother
till your wedding day
the teenage kids they can't see a day
past tommorow
hold on you forgot to pray
watch the sheets fall
alcoholic kiss
sweat soaked thunder
will they ever learn

.

lets pretend we're lsitening to vinylls
as we stumble pass that broken mess of a kid we knew 3 years ago
tumbling through the nettles into the wet green grass
our eyes couldnt meet,
i can only listen to the sound
of the skyu lifting off and leaving
the world expaning
anxiety dripping down my throat
i swallow
drifting slowly twisting
convulsions on a midnight brick made bed
drops of something fractured
drip down slowly down
sweetless lullabyes, sent to kill
linger to claim

bored coach

depending on the size of the sky
ill see you cough up ashes
into the palm of my hand
now if my head bangs against
the transition block glass
ill watch you jump into the sun
disaapointing thats its raining
inside when i see the stars

mehhhh idc

i wish we knew how to lie...

from tiem tot ime im sure we just forgot
how those nights passed
the time filled with simple silence
and complex revelations
now im scared to admit just how far
io broke my drunken promises
and im ashamed of how you flew
like a desperate swan away from me
we couldnt let the challenge pass
the night i led you home
strangers watchjed us cry
i guess we both lied


more about the message this time

i'm sorry we both couldn't do it...

handwrote...

back home eyes to the sky
my heart was haken to attention
passed words by alcoholic breathing
i'll sit on a long train if you're fine
the boys you dreamed for that night
when you learnt why you built walls
your mind filled with open scares
scared to be alone, scared to be unknown
you'll watch for the vibrations in time
giving me froever to feel the radiation
falling from a rarely bright northern sky
cue the bells whisky, and agar vodka jelly
come dance in manchetser in the waterfalls

because i said something bad.

wake up, so i can feel you sleep
how long will it take for you to forget these walls
soak in, the radiated tears
i wont feel the cuts on your fingertips
and tonight i'll sip this empty drink
thinking about the way that you moved
back when we were simplistic
tomorrow you'll wish you never slip
do you ever wonder
if the sky stayed blue
would i want you in my room
sitting on that emerald hil
you made your promise to stain your cheek
for all these drawn out weeks
when i couldnt think for hand built fences
and rumours surrounding high school dreams
the kids in the fights
shattered bones on tarmac floors
breaking down on the matted floor of your car
under the black of polluted skys
the stars dont shine because of our lives
just like your iron eyes
innocent muttered lies
drift towards your mothers mind
with coffee i'll sing tonight
of a mad town, and a fractured night
.